This is my life.

Sahar.
14.
California.:)


"Love those who love you, but don't let
love fuck up your vision.<3"

yup . do it .

  • Have you ever:
  • 1) Self harmed? yep .
  • 2) Got into a real fight? yep .
  • 3) Been too depressed to move out of your bed? yep .
  • 4) Tried to commit suicide?  yep .
  • 5) Had to lie to EVERYONE about how you felt? yep .
  • 6) Watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting?  yep .
  • 7) Talked yourself out of serious trouble?  yep .
  • 8) Accused someone of using you?  no .
  • 9) Shoplifted?  yep .
  • 10) Gotten drunk/high? yep . lol
  • 11) Been to a concert where your favourite artist was playing?  yep .
  • 12) Skipped doing homework to play a video game? no?
  • (Right now) Are you:
  • 13) Suicidal? no.
  • 14) Bored? yes .
  • 15) Avoiding someone? yeah , my mother .
  • 16) Avoiding some task? sleeping ?
  • 17) Depressed? nope .
  • 18) Crying? nope .
  • 19) Annoyed with a friend? nahh .
  • 20) Worried and confused about something important to you? yes</3
  • Do you:
  • 21) Get depressed easily? no
  • 22) Get jealous/envious easily? JEALOUS , YES .
  • 23) Feel listening to music can take your mind off things? yes, always .
  • 24) Worry about messing up your relationships a lot? sometimes .
  • 25) Try hard in all your classes at school? yes .
  • 26) Go out drinking? yep .
  • 27) Smoke cigarettes? yep .
  • 28) Smoke weed? yep .
  • 29) Do any hard drugs? yep .
  • 30) If you said yes to 28 but no to 29, Why? cause i felt like it ?
  • 31) Believe in God/Belong to a religion of your own free will? I have different beliefs on God but, i know there’s a higher being.. I’m a baptized catholic.
  • 32) Avoid people you care about because you feel you will only hurt them?  yep .
  • 33) Agree that self harm numbs emotional pain? not anymore , no.
  • 34) Believe people deserve second chances? depends on the situation..
  • 35) Agree with ‘An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth’? (ignoring the religious relation to that saying) no?
  • 36) Think things will get better? yes, eventually.
  • 37) Feel afraid that you have done wrong and will eventually be punished? yes..
  • 38) (be honest) Do you judge people who think differently than you? (seriously, be honest) HONESTLY, sometimes.
  • Preference in boyfriend/girlfriend:
  • 39) Long hair OR short hair? short
  • 40) (For Girls one) nice smile OR nice abs? smile . 
  • 41) (For Guys one) nice smile OR nice chest?
  • 42) Shy OR open? open
  • 43) Eyes OR body? eyes ,
  • 44) Religious OR non-religious? religious
  • 45) Caring OR non-restricting of you? caring yet leaniant 
  • 46) Straight edge OR non-straight edge? nonnn .
  • 47) Piercings OR no piercings? ears ..
  • 48) Tattoos OR no tattoos? tatted or not. <3 which ever .
  • 49) Quiet stay-at-home type OR party type? both .
  • 50) Has friends you get along with OR has parents you get along with? parents..
  • Would you:
  • 51) Drink alcohol until you were drunk?  yep .
  • 52) Smoke weed? yep .
  • 53) Smoke cigarettes? yep .
  • 54) Get even with someone who betrayed you?  yep .
  • 55) Forgive a boyfriend/girlfriend who deeply hurt you? depending on what they did.. and if they really meant enough for me to take them back.
  • 56) Attempt to kill yourself if everything fails you? no.. im over that stage in my life.
  • 57) Keep your faith (any religious view) no matter what? yes.
  • 58) Join a band as a part time activity?helll no.
  • 59) Feel sorry for someone who is being affected negatively from alcohol/drug abuse?  not really.. they put themselves in the situation if they really wated to get out of the situation they find the will power to stop .
  • 60) Stand up for your beliefs if someone strongly goes against them? always
  • 61) Go vegetarian for a month to see what is was like? already have for 7 months
  • 62) Fight someone who was harassing your friends/family? YES 
  • 63) Edit photos of yourself before posting them online? ONLY INSTAGRAM.
  • 64) Put up with friends who constantly hated against something you believed in/supported?  everyone has their own opinions.
  • 65) Be friends with someone who was nice to you, but a cunt to other people? yes.
  • 66) Not like someone simply because your friend(s) didn’t like them? ehh depends.. 
  • 67) Lie to someone close to you because you don’t want them put up with your problems? YES .
  • 68) Starve yourself so you fit some certain clothes? have before it doesnt work..
  • 69) Get surgery on any part of you? If yes then which part of you? nahh, god made me this way for a reason.
  • 70) Sleep naked? EVERY NIGHT NIGGA.. yolo hahahha.
  • You can only choose one:
  • 71) Black or Orange? black
  • 72) Metalcore OR Post-Hardcore? neither..
  • 73) Cellphone or Computer? cell phone
  • 74) Chocolate milk OR Coke? coke
  • 75) Tumblr OR Friends? friends
  • 76) Apple OR PC? apple
  • 77) TV Shows OR Movies? tv shows
  • 78) Old bands OR new Bands? old
  • 79) Pop-Punk OR Alternative Rock? neither.. ahha
  • 80) Reading OR Listening to music? listening
  • 81) Coke OR Pepsi? Define your reason for your choice. COKE .. its more bubblier.
  • 82) Staying who you are OR changing yourself drastically? neither.
  • 83) Breakdown OR Clean vocal bridge? break down 
  • 84) Jonny Craig OR Kellin Quinn? Define your reason for your choice. dont know those people..
  • 85) Ronnie OR Craig? Define your reason for your choice. I HAVE NO IDEA .
  • 86) Your life as a comedy OR Your life as a documentary? documentary
  • 87) Go to outer space OR Go all around Europe? europe
  • 88) Shoes OR Shirts? FUCKKK.
  • 89) Chelsea Grin OR Suicide Silence? i hate screamo now… i grew out of it..
  • 90) Drop out of school to get a job OR stay at school and finish your education. Define your reason for your choice. stay at school so i could get a better job once im 18 
  • Almost over:
  • 91) So far have you told 90 truths? And for fuck sake be honest. YES.
  • 92) Are you quiet about your social life with your family? nopeee . tell them EVERYTHING good and bad.
  • 93) Do you want to travel when you are older? already been almost all around the world. only continents i havent been to are australia and antarctica and africa
  • 94) Would you let go of people who mean the most to you to follow your dreams? Yes.. cause in the end if they love you they’ll make sure they stay a part of your life
  • 95) Did you notice there are no sex related questions? yes.
  • 96) Rather be the opposite gender? hell no.
  • 97) What will you name your son/daughter? Son: Cadence Alexander Ray Daughter: Alexandryia Aida Faith 
  • 98) Do you get harassed more than most people do?  yes .
  • 99) What band do you hate the most? Define your reason. fucking kiss.. they’re weird looking
  • 100) What makes you a bad person in your mind? i’m a trouble maker.



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